The Woes Of Yesterday


November 12, 2009
I will have three days off during the coming weekend. I pamper myself to have one more day off on my birthday. Hmmm, but I don't think it is pampering, I deserve to have one day off okay? I am gonna turn 22 years old soon. Nothing special for this year or as people said, when you grow older, you will not feel anticipant to your birthday? Starting from now, I will think of what are my birthday wishes. I must pray hard for the birthday wishes because it really came true for my previous birthday wishes. Two weeks did not go back home, started to miss my warmest house. I hope everything is under my control & expectation.

I just realised that CNY is approaching, just after 3 months. Then, I can say 'Gong Xi Fa Chai' . I think the coming chinese new year will be very special for couples as it is same day with Valentine's Day. However, I don't think it is good for those fresh graduates who have just found their new job because they cannot enjoy their long holiday during this Big Day.

I should rest early as tomorrow is 8AM shift. I made this stupid decision, therefore I have to wake up at 645AM. But, it is worth to do so. hehe. My mind out is of control now because I am damn sleepy now.

Good Night, to~~ whoever read this post.

Posted by min1116 at 10:05 PM | 0 comments
October 19, 2009
Less than 2 hours, it is 29th month. - We are gonna end 2 and start 3.
Less than 1 month, it is my official 22nd years old. - I am still so fat, damn!
Less than 5 months, it is Chinese New Year. - I am gonna give AngPao to my parents this year.

But this, is not less than, it could be exactly or more than 6 months.
Hopefully it is 6 months after, then I will finally end this life.

I looking forward to the future which is the thing I want & I need.

Hopefully the ITB Asia event can end quickly by this week.

*To buy or not to buy, that is a question*






Posted by min1116 at 10:13 PM | 0 comments
October 05, 2009
I started to love my life gradually
But, I am wondering, is the life or money make me to be so motivated?
As agreed, I couldn't claim for the commission in the past 3months
I feel this is unfair but I accepted
Calculating the months, now it should be the 4th months
Is this true? Money will make me feel happier?
NO! I am wrong, money only will prove that me not so poor
I'm still lack of motivation to get through my life
I know the reason. He knows the reason. We know the reason.
Nobody will understand because they are not in my shoes

I understand
No matter how many updated posts I blog
I will never change the result

Come, start singing together with me
Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Yippie Ya
Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Yippie Ya
Yippie Ya Ya Yippie Yippie Ya Ya
Yippie YippieYa Ya Yippie Yippie Ya

That's end.



Posted by min1116 at 9:24 PM | 2 comments
September 24, 2009
People, Friends, Family, Beloved

I want to tell you ALL
I want to end this kind of my life
When ?? How ??
I am bored with this lifestyle
Don't know how many times I've complained,
but I still cannot change the fact

I'm waiting for HIS coming
waiting until my neck become giraffe
But, there are 6 months to gooooooooooooo

Would it be better if I go back to Ma-re-si-a?
Hmm, I should sleep earlier tonight to think about this

Weekdays - sien sien sien
Weekends - fun fun fun
Holidays - wow wow wow


My dear blog readers, please ignore my this entry as I also don't know what I am talking about.

Thanks.

Bye.

Good night.

Good morning for tomorrow.

Damn it.

- 0 -




Posted by min1116 at 11:07 PM | 2 comments
September 02, 2009
你听见了吗??
听见九月在说hello了吗?
那代表什么??
就剩7个月。。。
就7个月。。。
我可以的。。。
我一定可以。。。

Posted by min1116 at 9:08 PM | 0 comments
August 29, 2009
Missing my study life, seriously. I miss it so much.
But, I could not change the fact now.
Working life is not tired but bored.
Because I feel the life is meaningless.
I know the reason.
That is my motivation.
I wish to see him everyday after I'm off.
However, I see an empty room without anyone.
I do not know how patience I am.
How strong I can act again.
Is it worth for me to do like this way?
I have no idea.
I put a 'cross' at the end of every day.
How many cross do I need again?
When can I stop putting it?
Counting the days and put a cross are meaningless.

I hate to walk in the crowd
I feel insecure and feel lost gradually
I need someone to hold my hand and say
- walk with me together -
Do not leave me alone anymore

I hate the word of 'waiting'
Life is not about waiting
Waiting for someone will be very tortured
But, what else I can do?

Blogging here will never solve the problem
Nagging over here also will never change the fact
Thus, I learn to accept everything

Someday, you will prove all the things
I always believe that
That's why I am still waiting
Never give up you and myself.

** ♥ ♥ ♥ **



Posted by min1116 at 10:25 PM | 2 comments
August 09, 2009
Graduated !!
毕业了 !!


Posted by min1116 at 12:49 PM | 4 comments
July 19, 2009
一条看似很长很荆棘的路
终于,它不远了
它就快结束了
用三年走了这么一段路
我们
已经了解什么是珍惜,什么是拥有

然而
现在的我们就剩最后一段路了
只要用着之前的决心和毅力
我们始终相信
路。是会走完的

我们不再畏惧前方的挑战和辛苦
因为,最难熬的也将快结束了

这一条路的后面
是一条通往幸福的路
我们对未来的路充满着希望
因为它,是无限的

一个人的时光永远都比不上两个人的快乐

- 爱很简单 -




Posted by min1116 at 1:40 PM | 2 comments
July 14, 2009
It's unbelievable.
Tomorrow will be 15th July and I have worked for half month which is two weeks.
I already get used my life now and enjoy to sleep early =O
And I love my company because I definitely need not to OT, plus freedom is around, as long as you've done your job.
Everyday I will count the days because I can't wait for 5th Aug.
So that I can go for sh*pping. *excited*

Now, I also can't wait for my coming Convocation.
I want to meet all of my friends and I know maybe this is the last time I could meet them until the day they get married. =D

Another 10months, it's just another 10months. I tell myself.

Lastly, I know what is my motivation now. And I need to work hard for it.
- XoXo -





Posted by min1116 at 10:26 PM | 3 comments
July 07, 2009
Thanks God ~
Today, you've taught me how to appreciate my life

At this moment,
I could breath, I could see, I could hear, I could...
This is how great to have all these

I will more and more appreciate myself and everything

- Peaceful & Careful -

Posted by min1116 at 9:17 PM | 2 comments
June 27, 2009
*Click for larger view*

See, I'm gonna face this complicated map soon
FYI, this is the whole map of Singapore
One word- Amazing !!

*******************************************************
I've got my Starhub broadband today
I'm able to online once I go there
Therefore, my life will not be so dumb and bored!!!



Posted by min1116 at 11:55 PM | 8 comments
June 24, 2009
June'09: Phuket

So, where are the next?
December'09: Shanghai

February'10: Cruise

WE CAN MAKE IT

♥ ♥ ♥

Posted by min1116 at 1:40 PM | 0 comments
June 17, 2009
Imagine that a 22 years old girl is gonna start her first job after graduated. She knows this is her another journey in her life. She is strong and tough enough to face the incoming challenges. Specially thank you someone, he accompanied her all the way when she needed to go here and there. He accompanied her to get a job. He accompanied her to find a place to stay. He worries the working life of the girl because he knew how tough is the journey. Both of them understand that they are no longer can talk phone as they like because both of them will be separated in different countries. They also knew the incoming one year is a critical year for them, both of them need trust and consideration to walk on. They now left less than half month to get together. The girl is helpless and she couldn't do anything except crying. But, she knows after all this, the happiness is still waiting for her.
For those who know about this story, please send your biggest blissful for them.
Both of them will prove the true of <3

Posted by min1116 at 1:12 PM | 6 comments
June 13, 2009
心很痛
真的很痛
我不想离开这里
其实,是不想离开你
虽然
我做好了所有的心理准备
可是
我万万没有想到
当现实来到时
它是多么的残酷
多么的可怕

时间
它不停地走
一直走,一直走
它从来不会顾及你的感受
哪怕
只是上一秒,他还在
下一秒,你就要和他分开了

写再多,道再多
也掩饰不了我的伤心
一切,都是我选择的路
我接受,我承担

*爱很简单*




Posted by min1116 at 4:22 PM |
May 30, 2009
I'm waiting for the next 11hours to come
And, I will sit for my last paper in MMU
If I am too 'lucky'
Then, I know I will have my supp paper after two weeks
*touch wood*

At this moment,
I just realize
I'm not really want to leave here !!
I complained everything in Cyberjaya before
Now, I miss all the things so much

Emo attacks me
I don't know what I am talking about
I really got no mood to prepare for the last paper
I just wish to stay here for one more second
Let me to enjoy the life of student

I don't know how to describe my feeling
Please tell me what to do now

Maybe,
I choose to not face the reality
the days, the hours, the minutes, the seconds
which are remaining now
Sooner, I will leave here
I am no longer to stay here
If time can reverse
I hope I could meet my best friends in the first year
not The Last year

- Miss my best friends, you know you are missed by me -
X.oX.o

Posted by min1116 at 3:18 AM | 3 comments
May 25, 2009
Today is Monday

This is the last week I will stay here

I mean, Cyberjaya (Intelligent City)

I will start to miss everything after this week

Will you miss me? my friends...



Posted by min1116 at 7:38 PM | 5 comments